I know this picture is a little blurry. I just thought I'd share that THIS is how I FEEL RIGHT NOW! The day I took this picture I was trying to take some pictures to send to Cody. She let me know very clearly that she was DONE with getting her picture taken. I can't help but think she is adorable even showing a mad face. lol
I very much feel like the face she is making and the idea she is trying to get across. I am DONE with the waiting. I am tired of waiting for ICPC to move on Cody's adoption. I am tired of waiting for Central Registry checks on my oldest daughters. I am ready to have all my kids home.
The thing that is DIFFERENT is that no one cares if I am TIRED and DONE. Julianne is cute and we love her so much that we CARE. The government offices that do all of the things (or don't do them) that I need done for my adoptions don't care that there are real children waiting and mommies worrying.
SO I STILL WAIT!
I think I'll go back and re-read my post about the cost of adoption now. I think God means for me to "get it" and I'm instead feeling ticked off. Maybe He is ok with me being ticked off because He too is tired of the people in charge wasting the lives of children? I am going to have to pray about that.